Friday, June 10, 2011

Tourettes Awareness Month

From May 15 to June 15, the Tourette Syndrome Association (TSA®)—the only national, voluntary health organization for people with Tourette Syndrome (TS)—joins the hundreds of thousands of families affected by TS to help raise awareness of this baffling disorder during National Tourette Syndrome Awareness Month.

In 2005 Congress introduced a concurrent resolution (H. Con. Res. 430 and S. Con. Res 113)), which “recognizes the importance of early diagnosis, proper treatment and enhanced public awareness of TS and supporting the goals and ideals of a National Tourette Syndrome Awareness Month.”

"Although media coverage has led thousands of children and adults to proper diagnosis of the condition,” said Judit Ungar, President, TSA, “many more are troubled by symptoms which remain undiagnosed.” The aim of TS Awareness Month, she added, is to encourage such people to seek medical attention.

Marked by involuntary body movements and vocal sounds called tics, it is estimated that some 200,000 Americans have the disorder, with millions more manifesting associated conditions. National Tourette Syndrome Awareness Month, which was first established by TSA in 1997, provides an opportunity for the TSA, its chapters and others in the TS community to educate the public about this much misunderstood and misdiagnosed neurological condition.

Throughout the month, local TSA chapters across the country will work to raise awareness, increase education and reduce stigma associated with TS. One such event is Government Relations Awareness Week from May 30 to June 6. During this week, TSA chapters and families hold district meetings with elected officials and community leaders to raise local, state and federal elected officials' awareness of issues impacting families living with Tourette Syndrome.

Locally, many TSA Chapters will be hosting many events throughout the month, so be sure to contact your state’s TSA Chapter and Support Groups for details.

Founded in 1972, the TSA celebrates 39 years of service to the Tourette Syndrome community worldwide and has a three-pronged mission of education, research and service. TSA has 33 chapters and more than 150 support groups throughout the country. For more information on TS, call 1-888-4-TOURET or visit http://tsa-usa.org.

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James tweeted this yesterday:

"Music! I am so excited to see what happens in the next week! I find out what my destiny is! So anxious! Cross your fingers for me please!"

Finger, toes, and everything else are crossed for you, James! Can't wait to hear more!

A Fan

Monday, June 6, 2011

My favorite moments from AI Season 10

I wasn't sure where I should put this post, because its not specifically about James, but here is a list of my favorite performances from this season of American Idol:

1) Every performance that James did.
Okay, it is about James. :) Seriously, he was hands down the most dynamic performer this season. Its so hard to narrow down my absolute favorites, but I'll keep it to three:
"Uprising"
"Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow"
"Love Potion Number Nine"
I also have to mention "A Change is Gonna Come" from the end of Hollywood Week.

2) two songs by Haley:
"House of the Rising Sun"
"Rollin' in the Deep"

3) The first duet by Haley and Casey: "Moanin'"

4) Two songs by Jacob:
"G-d Bless the Child"
"You're All I Need to Get By"

5) One song by Lauren: "Candle in the Wind"

6) One song by Pia: "I'll Stand by You"

Other moments I'll remember:
Pia's shocking and James' heartbreaking eliminations, and Casey's gut-wrenching reaction to his judge's save

James having to say goodbye to Stefano.

The Hulk Hogan reveal.

Stevie Wonder surprising Steven Tyler for his birthday.

A Fan

Friday, May 27, 2011

MTV Judas Priest article

Judas Priest Call James Durbin 'Idol' Cover 'Dream Come True'
'He's got such an extraordinary voice,' frontman Rob Halford tells MTV News of JD's 'You've Got Another Thing Coming.'

http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1664680/judas-priest-james-durbin-american-idol-finale.jhtml

by James Dinh

"American Idol" contestants have been known to cover iconic songs by industry staples, and that was the case when finalist James Durbin rocked out to Judas Priest's classic "You've Got Another Thing Coming" earlier in season 10.

MTV News caught up with the heavy metal band on the red carpet for Wednesday's star-studded "Idol" finale, and the bandmates praised the young rocker for pushing the metal genre.

"Because we've lived so long and done so much stuff in heavy metal and we've seen so many crazy things and heard so many crazy things, when we heard this we went, 'F---! That's incredible, man. Let's do it, you know? This is insane. That's just amazing,' " frontman Rob Halford explained of their reaction to getting "Idol" exposure. "So as it progressed from 'Another Thing Coming' till this point now, when we're on the carpet and we're about to do the show, it's just a dream come true for Priest, for metal and, mostly, for James Durbin."

Asked if there was any trepidation about letting Durbin take on their 1982 hit, guitarist Glenn Tipton said, "None whatsoever, I mean, if you look at what James has done for heavy metal, you've got to say thank you, you know? It's just bringing metal to the front, making it, metal, accessible for people. It's a good thing."

Since the "Idol" contestant's rendition of the Judas Priest tune, the acts have become quite friendly with each other, even exchanging personal stories over dinner earlier this week.

As for whether the heavy metal world will ever see a collaboration between the fourth-place finalist and the British band, Halford was optimistic, saying,"Yeah, anything's possible."

"We just wish him all the best," he added. "He's got such an extraordinary voice. He's got such a genuine and lovable personality. He's the real deal, James, and we wish him the best. Good for you, James!"

End of article

Idol Finale

It was a star-studded event for the finale of American Idol, as it usually is. Beyonce, Lady Gaga, Gladys Knight, Bono and the Edge, even Tom Jones and Tony Bennett performed. In my opinion, there was a little too much emphasis on celebrities and not enough focus on the contestants. Interestingly, the two people who should have been the stars of the show were barely visible. Lauren and Scotty each sang with their idol (Carrie Underwood and Tim McGraw respectively), Scotty was in two group numbers, Lauren was in one, but that was it for them. No one who placed lower than fifth in the competition was afforded the opportunity to sing a duet. So we only saw Ashton, Karen, Thia, Naima, Pia, Paul, and Stefano in the group numbers. There was one full group number, two girls numbers, and one guys number. In addition, last year's winner, Lee Dewyze, was not invited to perform, which I think was bad form. Lee was actually standing right behind Ryan at one point in the show, and Ryan didn't even introduce him. Ouch.

I didn't have to wait long for the person I wanted to see. James's duet was the first of the night. He performed two songs with the heavy metal band Judas Priest: "Livin' After Midnight" and "Breakin' the Law." Dressed in lead singer Rob Halford - style gear from the 80's, James entered from the audience and never let their enthusiasm wane. He and Rob worked the stage, taking turns on the vocals at times, and trying to outdo each other on the high notes. Judas Priest has been around for nearly 45 years. Rob Halford still has it, but this was James' night to shine. Although he tweeted earlier in the day that his voice was "half gone" after rehearsal, whatever he did in the interim must have worked. His vocals were strong and overpowered Rob's when they sang together, and his high notes were stratospheric. At the end, he stayed around for as long as Ryan would let him, reving up the crowd. What a joy it was to see him back on the Idol stage, doing what he does best. The image of the confident, joyful performer helps to diminish the memory of a tearful, broken James on the night of his elimination.

He also had a solo part in the boys Tom Jones medley, singing "What's New Pussycat." Those boys were having entirely too much fun with the corny songs and cheeseball choreography. There was also a funny skit where Casey and James argued over whose elimination was more shocking. The winner was...Pia! :)

Although Priest was never a band I was in to, I enjoyed their performance with James. But I must admit I was disappointed that James' wish to sing with Steven on the finale was not realized. When Steven sang "Dream On" at the end of the show, my heart started pounding. James had already performed, and no one else was allowed more than one duet, so I doubted that he would appear, but I feverently hoped anyway. It did not happen. Some people think that Steven mouthed "James" at the end of the song, but I couldn't tell. Was it Idol's decision to leave James' dream unfulfilled, or did Steven not want to share the limelight? We may never know. The verbal promise and handshake was contingent on James making it to the finals, which he didn't, so I guess that gave Steven and/or the producers an easy out. Anyway, the performance with Priest generated a lot of buzz for Mr. Durbin, so that's a good thing.

I teared up when Scotty asked James to hold his trophy for him, and James graciously took it, then later Scotty gave him a big hug and said, "I love you, man." Scotty is a good kid, and obviously talented. As much as James wanted to win, and I know he did, I hope it will turn out for the best that he didn't win.

Don't Stop Believin', James.

A Fan

Sunday, May 22, 2011

A few more pictures from Durbin Day

Let's see how many blogger will let me post here...







A Fan

MasterClass Lady article: James' Elimination

http://masterclasslady.com/2011/05/13/james-durbins-shocking-american-idol-elimination-fan-outrage-alert/

James Durbin’s Shocking American Idol Elimination. Fan Outrage Alert

Okay, this elimination really hurt. What is wrong with this show? James received the
lowest number of votes? Really? REALLY?

Okay, relax now! Perhaps the producers are planning another Daughtry scenario. You know the story. Rock star, Chris Daughtry was eliminated during the Results Show Of American Idol Season 5. However, he went to enormous success post-Idol. His concerts and CD sales speak volumes.

Now, after last nights’s Top 4 elimination, the gifted and gracious James Durbin finds himself exactly in the same position as Chris Daughtry. Two rockers eliminated – 5 years apart – at the Top 4 level of an American Idol competition. Will history repeat itself? Let’s hope so.

No one could predict this elimination. James managed to avoid the bottom after all these weeks. And, Haley, whose 2nd home was the Bottom 3, somehow fought her way all the way to the coveted Top 3.

Many are saying that the incessant pimping of James by the judges was responsible for the downfall. I do agree that the judges should have given him more constructive advice in terms of improving his performances.

However, let’s face it, the guy came out on that stage week after week and ignited the audience with his star power and style.

Yes, his lower range was a problem – a huge problem. Yet, this week, did you notice that he avoided singing in this part of his range? He knew it wasn’t working and, smart, savvy guy that he is, highlighted his strengths and nestled his vocal prowess in the comfortable confines of his upper range.

And don’t even get me started with all the ridiculous accusations about James’ supposed “pitchy” singing. Does anyone even know what the term means? Honestly!

The only time James suffered intonation problems was when he performed his emotionally charged ” Without You”. But, during the song, he managed to rally and bring the song home. The back end of that song was brilliant.

I wish James only the very best in his career and can’t wait to see and hear him on tour. Please come to Canada!

How about you? Are you missing James already? Do you think he should have a special moment at the American Idol Season Finale?

MasterClass Lady Top 9: Rock N Roll Hall of Fame Nite

I hate having anything out of order...grrr! I was sure the MasterClass Lady had critiqued the performances on Hall of Fame Nite, but I couldn't find it earlier. Oh well. Here it is:

http://masterclasslady.com/2011/04/07/vocal-masterclass-article-for-american-idol-season-10-top-9-singers-music-from-the-rock-and-roll-hall-of-fame/

JAMES DURBIN: “While My Guitar Gently Weaves”

Strengths: James – finally a ballad and not a moment too soon! OMG. The final bars of this song were just beyond description. In fact, the entire song was a masterpiece and the passion and vulnerability you brought to this song was exceptional. For me, this was one of those rare show-stopping moments on the American Idol stage.

I loved how you maintained a circular formation with your mouth and relaxed your jaw, especially for the impeccably sustained upper note at the end of this song. This is how it’s done, folks. All the strength is coming from his diaphragm and, even more important, from the emotion in his soul. The two go hand in hand – totally inseparable.

And, to think, he never had to leave the stool he was sitting on to leave a powerful musical impression with the viewers!

Bravo and standing “O”, James. This was the performance of the night – two weeks in a row. Kudos and thank you for sharing your vulnerability and passion with us on that stage.

Critique: James – you started out a little shaky and I sensed that you were having problems grounding your voice in your lower/softer range. It was a bit worrisome, at first, but it all came together in the end, so good for you for working out the nerves on live television.

However, make certain that, when seated on a stool, you elevate your rib cage so that you can become fully aware of the powerful force coming from your diaphragmatic ribcage muscles. Breathe deeply, breathe greedily and let the air guide your voice to your vocal masque and all be well and good throughout your dynamic range.

You are so “in the zone” when you sing that, incredibly enough, you manage to avoid the technical problems by accessing the depths of your soul to deliver the song in a meaningful way, just showering us with expressive continuity for the full performance.

Congratulations once again, James.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

MasterClass Lady Top 4

http://masterclasslady.com/2011/05/12/vocal-masterclass-article-for-american-idol-season-10-top-4-singers-inspirational-songs-and-lieber-and-stoller-songbook/

JAMES DURBIN: “Don’t Stop Believin” by Journey and “Love Potion Number #9 by Lieber and Stoller”

Strengths: James – your first song, “Don’t Stop Believin’, was full of energy and drive. I loved how you connected with crowd right off the top, energizing them to join in the fun. That’s how you motivate the crowd, wake them up from their stupor and show them this is indeed a party.

The key selection for this song was excellent, as it enabled you to vocalize through the honey-dipped quality of your rich upper register. Your voice sounded pure and wonderfully centered. You skillfully managed to avoid your lower register this week as it has given you problems in past performances. Smart boy!

And, more important, you managed to ignore the nasty diphthong pitfall in the word, “night“. You sustained your voice on the clean, pure “ah” vowel, therefore allowing your voice to resonate with freedom and ease in your vocal masque.

That three note ascending at the end of your song was just wonderful. Your voice remained focused and tuned and that jaw was nicely relaxed, therefore allowing your voice to flow freely from your mouth.

Rhythmically, your stage presence was strong and vital and you exuded a confident and relaxed charisma during this performance. Your stage movements were so energized and, yet, never disturbed the tonal quality and focus of your voice.

Your second song. “Love Potion Number 9″ was exceptional. I did notice that the performance key was different from the rehearsal key. At least, it seemed that way to my ear. Whatever, it was a good choice to make because once again the key selection highlighted to depth and resilience of your upper register.

Your pauses during the closing segments of this song allowed us to focus on your gifted vocal ability. You are fearless, James. I think this is what is so intriguing in all your performances. You just go out on that stage and give’er and, because you have made wise decisions during the rehearsal process, it always, always works!

I particularly enjoyed the final slide to your extreme upper range. Now, that was pretty darn amazing. Your entire body guided this process and it was great to see what a difference strong, diaphragmatic breathing skills can make in a performance.

This performance was loaded with substance and style and both reinforced how gifted you are as a vocalist and as a performer.

Excellent work, James! Congratulations.

Critique: James – there was very little to critique in your opening performance, “Don’t Stop Believing“. It was extremely well controlled and the energy and focus in your voice was consistent. And your stage presence was powerful. A strong performance is a strong performance and this was very strong indeed. Bravo!

Ditto for the second performance. However, I was disappointed in that you sang two upbeat songs this week. I was hoping to hear more diversity in your song selections. Perhaps last week’s emotional performance of “Without You” affected your decision to include slow ballad this week.

If so, that’s a shame as I feel we really need to see the sensitive, emotional James and hear the actual beauty and depth of your voice when singing a slow, meaningful number.

Hopefully, you will have the opportunity to select a song for next week’s Top 3 show that will again reflect your innate ability to move and inspire us with your expressive vocals. I am still aching for another “While My Guitar Gently Weeps” moment from you.

Great work, James! I love everything about you and your voice is golden! Bravo!

MasterClass Lady Top 5: Now and Then Nite

http://masterclasslady.com/2011/05/05/vocal-masterclass-article-for-american-idol-season-10-top-5-singers-now-and-then/

JAMES DURBIN: “Closer To The Edge” and “Without You”

Strengths: James –as always, you displayed strong performance skills during your first number, “Closer To The Edge“. And, indeed, you always seem to be moving toward the edge in every performance, taking risks and being successful with those risks. You never fall off the edge – you know your limitations, which seem endless. The element of surprise is integral to each of your performances; in fact, I think surprise is your middle name.

I particularly loved the vocal slide up to your highly developed falsetto range. It is this depth of character and nuance that I have come to enjoy in all your performances, James. You are fearless on that stage and I love it!

Vocally, the grab on your pure vowels was wonderfully consistent. I certainly can’t fault you there. As I have mentioned before, you have a distinct hold on the correct technical approach that services you very well and enhances the naturally rich timbre of your gifted voice.

This was a strong, muscular, passionate performance and you captured the spirit of this song perfectly. It was a true rock and roll experience; you are an authentic rocker not a poseur and this is why your performances resonate easily with the audience.

Your second number, “Without You” just stole my heart a million times over. Your intense, sensitive delivery was absolutely phenomenal. How you managed to complete this song when it was obviously affecting you emotionally just speaks to the level of your professionalism and commitment as a vocal artist.

And, believe it or not, that shaking body was actually helping you to support your voice. Your lower voice, in particular. had more presence than usual and you articulated your words with heightened clarity. Your shaking muscles were contracting and, by doing so, assisted you through the vocal process, keeping the voice front and center.

I loved the range of dynamics in this number, from the hushed intensity at the beginning of this song to the brilliant power vocals at the end. And, strangely enough, the slight wavering in pitch was incidental and actually strengthened your expressive vocals. We could feel the hurt in your heart, the vulnerability and the longing.

Your phrasing was musical and meaningful and, the words were crisp and clean. The emotion took over and inspired you to carry those words toward the hearts of your listeners. Such poignancy in delivery is very rare indeed. Musical theatre star, Bernadette Peters, inherited this rare performance quality and it was, indeed her trademark. You are now carrying the torch James. Beautiful!

Excellent work, James. Congratulations!

Critique: James – you must, must remember to support your lower range. This has been such a problem for you from Day One of this competition.

In your first number, “Closer To The Edge”, I could barely hear your voice. It was so frustrating. And given that the melody sat so low at the start of this performance, it was even more important that you follow this guide.

The song began on shaky ground and, although it picked up when you sang through your upper range, it still hindered a completely satisfying performance from a personal perspective.

Additional attention to your articulation skills will help you here. Pronounce those consonants with clarity, using the consonants as a springboard to the vowels, which are important to the sustaining process. Then your voice will sound seamless and even from top to bottom there.

Unfortunately during this song, I was hearing two voices, one shaky, lacking in presence and the other strong and powerful and brimming with charisma and authority. You need to bridge this gap, James so that your voice commands authority at every point in your vocal and dynamic range.

Your second song, “Without You”, was just so special, so perfect in ways that were important, that I cannot spoil the memory with a critique. What’s there to critique? That you feel? That you care?

And, truth be told, so many problems with your articulation and lower range disappeared during this number. Your emotional compass seemed to make you more determined to deliver this song with purpose and conviction.

Bravo, James! You are one special musician.

MasterClass Lady Top 6: Carole King Nite

http://masterclasslady.com/2011/04/28/vocal-masterclass-article-for-american-idol-season-10-top-6-singers-the-music-of-carole-king/

JAMES DURBIN: “Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow”

Strengths: James – I was so happy that you had the opportunity to sing a stripped down version of this beautiful song classic. In fact, that is the way it should be sung. Tell the story.

And your voice, starting a cappella, was just beautiful, strong, centered and gorgeous. As always, I loved the round mouth formation on your vowels coupled with that great, relaxed jaw! You have a cohesive approach to your vowels which I cannot emphasize enough. It is so important in terms of securing vocal presence and charisma during a performance.

You took risks with this song, James, and, although I wasn’t 100% sold on all the artistic decisions you made with this song, the bottom line is you believed it and made it happen and created a monster of a performance.

Your vocal courage knows no limits and, as a result, your performance this week, and every week, was jam – packed full of surprises. You care for your audience and never want to disappoint and you never do.

Kudos on another outstanding performance, James!

Critique: James –personally, I wouldn’t have screamed so much in this song. I appreciated the high-end of this performance, but the rock and roll sound just didn’t resonate with me in a genuine way. You may have felt it, but I didn’t.

As I mentioned above, I loved the quiet ambience you created at the outset of this song and I would have kept it that way. The song’s lyrics are so poignant that your voice alone, communicating the words, would have been enough. The vocal acrobatics disturbed the sensitive foundation of this song and basically knocked this song off-kilter.

Leave the screaming to the other songs and never feel that you need to add it to every song that you sing. That’s when it becomes tedious and, additionally, it puts a great deal of strain on your vocal cords.

Your voice is far too good, James! You don’t need to drive this fact home to your audience every week with excessive singing. Believe in your vocal talent and in the power of quiet, meaningful singing.

Good luck next week James. Keep it real.

MasterClass Lady Top 7: Songs from the 21st Century

http://masterclasslady.com/2011/04/21/vocal-masterclass-article-for-american-idol-season-10-top-7-singers-music-from-the-21st-century/

JAMES DURBIN: “Uprising”

Strengths: James – you are full of surprises, aren’t you? Again this was another artistically creative and vocally strong performance. Your visionary approach to this and all your songs is absolutely extraordinary, dare I say, almost genius? Yes, I do! You possess brilliance in your vocal approach and it comes from a very raw, unbridled place that I just love.

I loved the marching drummers; their inclusion in this number was a stroke of genius and catapulted this song to a theatrical level the likes of which we haven’s seen since Adam Lambert hit the stage a couple of years ago.

However, this is not to draw comparisons. It is merely to point out that this kind of performance doesn’t happen too often on the American Idol stage because it is risky and requires a strong, confident performer to pull it off with flair and credibility. And, James, you fit all the criteria and then some! The dramatic and imaginative manner in which you told your story was unique and entertaining. No one could take your eyes off you. We just hopped on the “James Train” and enjoyed the ride!

And when you sang an octave higher in the refrain of this song, it really took my breath away. That’s when I threw my IPad aside and said to myself, “This guy is not for real“. Your voice comes from deep within your soul and you are not afraid to bare every nuance, every level of your vocal range to your listener because you are so in tune with the emotional core of the music.

This was such a dramatic performance, so intrinsically driven and realized. You are truly a remarkable artist.

And, somehow, someway, you have equipped yourself with some wicked technical skills to propel your vocals to stellar heights. The circular mouth, the strong diaphragmatic support, the cohesive approach to your vowels, your strong articulation skills, your God-given musicality – all of these elements are responsible for your strong musical presence this week and every week.

Bravo and Standing “O” from Masterclass Lady! Kudos!

Critique: James – I noticed a problem last week and failed to mention it because it was short-lived during your performance. But, it crept up again and so I must address it.

At the beginning of this song, your lower voice would have benefited from stronger diaphragmatic support and clearer articulation. This week, as in last week, you began each song in your lower voice. Your voice was barely audible, almost breathy. Maybe you were going for a quieter dynamic, but even the softer passages would have benefited from a more intense and focused sound.

Therefore, because so much air was escaping with your vocal sound, your voice lacked presence and clarity. Now, if you had adopted a cleaner approach to your articulation skills, the lyrics would have been more transparent and the crisp enunciation would have created energy and focus to your vocal delivery.

Never short change your lower voice and/or softer dynamic in terms of the correct diaphragmatic approach. And spit out those words – don’t let them fall aimlessly from your mouth when you sing through your lower range. If you correct this problem, then your voice will have even more dimension and, more important, have consistency and purity through every level of your vocal range.

However, congratulations again, James. This was outstanding! Really something special!

MasterClass Lady Top 8: Music from the Movies

http://masterclasslady.com/2011/04/14/vocal-masterclass-article-for-american-idol-season-10-top-8-singers-music-from-the-movies/

JAMES DURBIN: “Heavy Metal” from Heavy Metal

Strengths: James – as always and forever it seems, this was another stellar performance. I don’t really enjoy heavy metal, dude, but this was a thoroughly and thankfully exceptional showcase.

The one thing I really noticed and appreciated was the crystal clear articulation of your lyrics and the incredible presence of your resonant voice. How your voice cut through all the loud music with clarity and precision is really quite astounding!

And, oh how I love watching you perform because it means little work for me. You are a master on that stage and, of all the remaining singers, at this point in time, you truly belong there. This is your home – it is where you feel most comfortable.

You are such an artiste – you can sing anything, can’t you? And, more important, you follow your instincts and are never swayed by opinions from the experts in the field. Good for you for standing your ground with Jimmy Iovine. A singer has to follow his instincts or the performance will be less authentic.

However, it is important to keep your mind open to new ideas - otherwise you may never know what opportunities await for you if you don’t take, or at the very least ponder, the advice people are trying to give you.

Another standing “O” from Masterclass Lady! Bravo!

Critique: James – this performance was perfect. Perfect! Round mouth, relaxed jaw, strong diaphragmatic skills, tons of nuance and expression, enormous stage presence. What more can one ask?

Congratulations on a very entertaining and beautifully realized performance.

MasterClass Lady Top 11: Elton John Nite

http://masterclasslady.com/2011/03/31/american-idol-season-10-top-11-vocal-masterclass-article-the-music-of-elton-john/

The MasterClass Lady was out of town and did not post critiques for the Top 12 and the first Top 11 Nites. Here is the critique for Elton John Nite:

JAMES DURBIN: “Saturday Night’s Alright”
Strengths: James –at this point in the competition, you are the brightest star on that stage. This was a jaw-dropping, incredible performance.

You are a performer! You are a star! You know who you are and you love, thoroughly love, what you a doing. The passion you exhibited during this -and all of- your performances is a very special and rare occurrence on the American Idol stage. Your talent is a gift from God and now it is up to you to continue to nurture and guide it in the right direction.

Bravo! Standing “O” from Masterclass Lady. This is one of two performances that I considered to be the best of the night.

Critique: James –easy with the screaming element in your vocal delivery. There was a great deal happening on stage- very high energy and momentum, so it opened the door for a louder dynamic throughout.

That being said, make sure that you use your diaphragmatic muscles to direct your louder dynamics – never, ever push from the throat or you are going to encounter an early burn in your prolific career.

Also, we need to see and hear a quieter dynamic from you. Next week is the perfect time to introduce a ballad. The element of surprise in your performances is starting to go downhill and you need to bring it back up to the top in order to highlight further dimension and vocal skill. I know you have the vocal chops and the musicality to sing a poignant ballad in a purely acoustic setting, so I hope this is on your “to do” list next week.

Great work, James! And, if I might add my two cents, yours should have been the closing act in this week’s Top 11 show. Kudos!

MasterClass Lady Top 13: Personal Choice

http://masterclasslady.com/2011/03/10/american-idol-season-10-top-13-vocal-masterclass-article-personal-choice/

Also a short one:

JAMES DURBIN : ” Maybe I’m Amazed “ by Paul McCartney

Strengths: James – you are a monster. What can I say? What? You ooze music, you ooze passion and you ooze artistry. And what was that pure “oo” falsetto at the end of the song following those power vocals? Your vocal control, your musical phrasing, the seamless quality of your voice and undeniable stage presence are extraordinary and very, very special.

Bravo James! Yours was the best performance of the night. You are a star!

Critique: James – I am at a loss here. This performance was just too good. Let’s just leave it at that – for now! Bravo!

MasterClass Lady Top 12 Boys Nite

http://masterclasslady.com/2011/03/02/mini-vocal-masterclass-for-american-idol-top-12-male-performers/

As mentioned earlier, I will be bringing over James' Idol performance critiques from the MasterClass Lady website. I'll be working backwards, starting with the Top 12 Boys Nite. Her write-ups for this nite are much shorter than usual.

James Durbin: You Got Another Thing Comin’ by Judas Priest

James Durbin – you are a star! You owned the stage.

Your vocal control was stellar. The performance was natural, authentic and passionate.

You have a very special connection to the music. You incorporated a tasteful mix of nuance- wonderful sustained singing with powerful rock vocals.

Your energy and enthusiasm for the music was a joy to behold.

Phenomenal work! Bravo!

More updates on James

I think Mr. Durbin had a very successful post-elimination press tour. In addition to the Regis & Kelly appearance, he visited the Today Show, MTV's "The Seven," Fox's "Good Day New York," and "The Ellen Show." He made a surprise appearance on "Late Night with Jimmy Fallon" as a special guest of Randy's, and he, Randy, Jimmy, and in-house band The Roots jammed to Journey's "Any Way You Want It." On youtube I found video of in-studio chats with Fox News Radio's Tom Sullivan and radio personality Billy Bush. KISS FM's website has a live in-studio performance of James singing part of "Heavy Metal"

He sang "Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow" on Regis and Kelly, with a piano accompaniment and James on guitar. Access Hollywood also had him sing WYSLMT, with Michael Orland on piano and no guitar. The show only showed a snippet of the performance, but the full video is on the Access Hollywood website. He was interviewed on both shows as well, but the Access Hollywood intervew was abbreviated for television; the full interview is on the website. Ellen interviewed him, and then he sang an abbreviated version of "While My Guitar Gently Weeps" with Michael Orland on piano. He earned a standing ovation from the studio audience for that performance.

James' personality really had a chance to shine in these interviews. He was polite ("yes sir" and "no sir" to Leno and Regis, hugs for Kelly and Ellen), charming, witty, thoughtful, and candid. Without the Idol camera angles and editing, and exacerbated by tbe stress and fatigue of the press junket, James's tics were much more apparent. He spoke at some length about his struggle with Tourettes on "Good Day L.A.", "Access Hollywood" and the Billy Bush radio show, revealing that he stopped taking medicine for the disorder when he was sixteen. He now uses meditation, herbal remedies, and occasionally accupuncture to manage his symptoms. He also spoke openly about the bullying he endured when he was younger. His mood was more somber on the Friday interviews, due to a combination of lack of sleep, dissapointment about his elimination, and most importantly, sadness that he would not be able to have his homecoming as planned. But he was very upbeat during his Tonight Show appearance, which he told fans later was when he learned that Durbin Day was back on. And he was in great spirits during his Ellen appearance, telling her, "I don't think any number could have been better for me than #4."

A Fan

More pics from Durbin Day





For some reason blogger is only letting me post these two for now, but I'll post more later. The city of Santa Cruz set up a facebook page with a bunch of these great pictures on it.

A Fan

So Why Was James Eliminated?

We'll never know for sure of course. But I have a theory. Given the amount and decibel of outrage after his departure, I find it very hard to believe that James legitimately received the fewest number of votes on May 11th. And by using the word "legitimately," I'm not implying that the voting was purposely rigged. Its a federal crime to rig a competition on television, and the American Idol execs aren't stupid. I think two main factors contributed to James' ouster:

1) The performance order
I can't remember a night in the history of Idol where the performance order was flipped between the first and second songs. James was the first singer in round one, but the last singer in round two. So they went in reverse order for the second group of songs. When I saw that James was first to sing that night, I was very upset, because he had to go first the week before, and the lead off spot is generally considered the least desirable. What the singers are hoping for is the last song of the evening, usually dubbed "the pimp spot." Often the "pimp spot" is afforded to the singer that has the best chance of creating an Idol moment with their song choice or performance. This is not always the case of course, but oftentimes. On this night, James delivered a high energy performance of "Love Potion Number Nine" that was definitely worthy of the "pimp spot." But why did the producers have him go first in round one, and then flip everyone for round two? Ryan repeatedly reminded everyone of the order change and urged the viewers not to get the voting numbers mixed up. But confusion could very well have occurred.

2) Haley and Lauren
Point blank, there was no way Scotty was going home. Everyone knew this. That's why James immediately realized his fate as soon as Haley was declared safe. The expression on his face told the story. I think Lauren made it to the final three because she had been in the bottom two with Jacob the week before, and her fans knew they had to vote their fingers off to keep her in.

With Haley, I think there were two factors at work, both of which contributed to James' elimination. First of all, she was harshly criticized for her first performance. In this season of excessive praise and lax judging, the critique that Haley received was arguably the most brutal we have seen. Such an event can make fans more determined than ever to vote. Secondly, a lot of people were hoping for a James/Haley finale. Yes, many also wanted a Scotty/James finale. But for the James/Haley contingent, what they witnessed that night were two strong, dynamic performances from James that were celebrated by the judges, and very mixed reviews from Haley's performances. Randy and Jennifer seriously disliked her first song, but all three judges gave her a standing ovation for her second song. So if you were voting for both of them, you probably said to yourself, "James is undoubtedly safe, I better vote more (or all) for Haley to make sure she gets through to the next round."

I've also read about some voting anomolies, such as people who called for James heard the automated system tell them, "Thanks for voting for contestant three," when James was contestant number one. Obviously that could have been a contributing factor, but unfortunately there's no way to prove that such a situation occurred.

I'm still sad that he didn't at least make it to the finale. But everything happens for a reason. The important thing is that there is a lot of support for and interest in James right now, and hopefully he will be offered a contract soon and will be able to capitalize on the current momentum.

A Fan

Friday, May 20, 2011

James and Asperger's

http://www.childmind.org/en/posts/articles/2011-5-19-James-Durbin-still-idol

James Durbin: Still an Idol
Rocker's tears, struggles, and triumph inspire Asperger's community

by Beth Arky

James Durbin may no longer be in the running for the American Idol crown, but he's already a winner to the millions who voted for him during his run on the program. This definitely includes the 30,000 screaming fans who showed up on the Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk for the rocker's homecoming the Saturday after his shocking May 12 elimination.

But to those in the Asperger's, autism, and Tourette's communities, the onetime front-runner is more than a winner-he's a hero, a role model, and a beacon of hope. They understand how much he has had to overcome to get this far, both in terms of Idol and his personal life. And even as he puts a "new face" on these disorders, he personifies just how wide and complex the autism spectrum is, even within the Asperger's diagnosis. He also shows what people with the disorder can accomplish.

Durbin has diagnoses of both Tourette's disorder and Asperger's syndrome (AS), a so-called "high-functioning" form of autism. Once the show went from prerecorded to live broadcasts, producers could no longer rely on edited interviews and viewers saw more of Durbin's tics and high emotions. But where most attributed his crying, whether while he was performing touching songs or watching his rivals, to stress and missing his family, those in the Asperger's community recognized this as well as Durbin's other "different" behaviors-impulsivity, obsessions, and apparent "cockiness"-as hallmarks of AS.

These symptoms, like his facial tics, only get more pronounced under stress. By the time Durbin reached the top 13, the show had become a grueling endurance race as much as a vocal competition. Idol's intensity takes a toll on all; fellow contestant Casey Abrams landed in the hospital twice, reportedly for ulcerative colitis, which required two blood transfusions. Those familiar with Durbin's diagnoses can well imagine how hard the experience must have been for him.

Stress and the Autism Spectrum

Typically, those on the spectrum crave sameness and routine, making the unpredictable Idol experience an even more intense pressure cooker, both on and off-stage. When the final 13 moved into their Beverly Hills mega-mansion in early March, Durbin was thrust into a new world, separated from loved ones who provide the added support someone on the spectrum often needs.

For instance: when Durbin's first taped interview showed fiancée Heidi taping up affirmations like "I believe in my gift," "I believe I am amazing," and "I believe in my music" throughout their stark apartment, those in the autism community identified them as visuals prompts, a commonly used technique many on the spectrum find helpful. It's not known whether the show provided Durbin with similar support or how much Heidi was able to offer from the outside. And because those with Asperger's often find transitions difficult, Idol would have been even more fraught. One can imagine how tough it must have been for Durbin as he saw fellow finalists-especially "bromantic" partner Stefano Langone-depart, one by one. And then there were the anticipated visits from Heidi and Hunter, now 2, which ended in goodbyes again and again.

Clearly, Heidi has changed James' life. "She's my guardian angel," he's said. When they got together, Durbin says, he "was 19, living at my mom's house, no job, no car, no money, no license even, no diploma. I was about as low as you can get and then I met her and everything just changed. I wanted to be a better person. I wanted to succeed." Flash forward a couple of years to the start of his current journey: he was again unemployed and struggling to afford diapers for Hunter when he set out for Idol's San Francisco auditions with Heidi, determined to make a better life for his young family.

Durbin's most noted behavior, of course, was crying. "You sing from a very different place than a lot of the people we see," Lopez told him at his first, teary audition. "You sing from where you're supposed to sing from: from feeling, from heart, from your soul, from the need to feel and make others feel." But waterworks during interviews, while sitting on the sidelines, during rehearsals?

When roommate Langone was cut on April 21st, an already teary Durbin rushed onstage, grabbed him-and, some would say, the spotlight-and swung him around. Later, Durbin reportedly stalked offstage in what was viewed as "inappropriate" behavior.

Then, when it came time for Durbin to rehearse the mournful Harry Nilsson ballad "Without You," he choked up upon hearing the lyrics, walked outside and dropped to the ground, weeping. "Why I'm out here is to make a better life for my family," Durbin told music producer Jimmy Iovine and Sheryl Crow, who sat in on the rehearsal. "But every time Heidi and Hunter come to visit and they have to leave, you know, I have to let them go." Crow worried that Durbin might not be able to make it through the song, but he did.

A LOT of Emotion

Some in the Asperger's and autism community feel there's more to Durbin's heart-on-his-sleeve style. They see it as emotional dysregulation, another "spectrum-y" quality. Pianist and songwriter Lindsey Nedeker, who has autism, recognizes in Durbin her own reaction to compliments after a performance: "When he's not performing, I can tell from his face that he's very shy and humbled by the overwhelming applause and cheers from audience," she says. "That can trigger an unregulated emotion, which can be very hard for us on the spectrum to handle."

Early on, some adults with Asperger's doubted Durbin's diagnosis precisely because of his emotionality, most notably on the community forum wrongplanet.com. This drew the ire of Lynne Soraya, who has AS and writes the "Asperger's Diary" blog for Psychology Today's website. "I was particularly offended by the people in the beginning who cited James' emotional behavior as 'evidence' he could not have Asperger's," she says. "For my part, that was one of the criteria that made me think he did." And any parent, relative, or friend of someone on the autism spectrum knows that though the person may have trouble picking up social cues or communicating, they are by no means without emotion. This difficulty regulating emotion doesn't only apply to sadness or joy; when highly stressed and unable to express their feelings, some on the spectrum can escalate into the violent tantrums observers may chalk up to "bratty, disobedient" kids who can't be controlled by their "bad" parents.

Other forms of dysregulation include impulsivity, hyperactivity, and lack of focus. Indeed, there were times when Durbin got so riled up after a performance that host Ryan Seacrest had to tell him to settle down-and sit down. This is nothing new-young children with AS are often first misdiagnosed with attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder.

And then there was the April incident with Jimmy Iovine. Durbin was set to perform Sammy Hagar's "Heavy Metal"; Iovine suggested he choose another, more commercial, song. Durbin called out to viewers, "Give metal a chance!" then went on to perform what many deemed the best performance of the night. "I'm glad you went with your feelings," Tyler said. "Nice lip to Jimmy, man." But again, those with insight into Asperger's feel Durbin was respectful but firm, not rude or cocky. He was being an artist, and himself.

We're Amazed

Durbin's behavior left some wondering if he could perform his May 12 swan song, "Maybe I'm Amazed." Clearly, he wanted to-for Heidi. After Seacrest announced the stunning news of his departure, Durbin kept mouthing "I'm OK" while looking toward someone in the audience-Heidi. The already emotional lyrics would have even deeper meaning for him:

"Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time...Maybe I'm a man, maybe I'm a lonely man who's in the middle of something that he doesn't really understand. Maybe I'm a man, maybe you're the woman who can only help me, baby won't you help me understand."

Despite his sadness and disappointment, Durbin moved through the audience as he sang, stopping to give Heidi a big hug and kiss before returning to the stage, tears staining his cheeks. It's this moving bond that gives AS parents hope that their children will also be able to go on to have successful relationships. Nebeker and Soraya are further living proof: Nebeker just bought her first house with longtime boyfriend, who also has autism, while Soraya has been with her husband for years.

As for Durbin's obsession with wrestling, as evidenced by his joyful, almost childlike reaction when hero Hulk Hogan made a surprise appearance on Idol, those in the autism community recognize this as another symptom—a profound preoccupation with a thing, a subject, or even a person. This can also be viewed as stubbornness or opposition. (Those who are less-verbal and nonverbal may engage in another telltale behavior called perseveration, or repetitive motions; this is often undertaken as self-stimulation, or "stimming," like rocking back and forth.) Often, people with AS can channel this determination and intense focus in a positive way, as Durbin seems to have done with his musical talent.

But not always; Soraya says it's easy to fixate on failures. So when Durbin was cut, she saw the potential for a breakdown, "since he wanted to win so badly." Soraya wonders if Heidi didn't encourage him to focus on the good versus the bad when Durbin bravely told Seacrest that he'd worked hard and "done what I came here to do, to give metal a chance." Los Angeles Times blogger Amy Reiter wrote, "It could have been a laugh line if James wasn't so serious about it. And it was James' very seriousness of purpose that made the voters' choice so sad. James seemed more focused-and seemed to have staked more than any of the other contestants on snagging the Idol crown."

Lasting Effects

It's now fashionable to speculate as to whether Durbin will be as successful post-Idol as fellow rocker and fourth-place finisher Chris Daughtry, but his future looks bright. News of his elimination may have crashed Twitter; many have vowed to not watch the rest of the season of the now Durbin-less show; there's buzz about his first single, a recording contract, a movie, and a memoir; he's making the talk-show rounds not only on the expected (Live With Regis and Kelly) but also the unexpected (Late Night With Jimmy Fallon, The Ellen DeGeneres Show). And he's collected some bold-faced fans including Kyra Sedgwick, Alyssa Milano and writer/director James L. Brooks, all of whom tweeted their outrage at his elimination.

This is fantastic for James. But what he has done, and hopefully will continue to do, for people with autism spectrum disorders and Tourette's is show them that you can succeed, and that other people are capable of accepting you as you are. As Durbin told DeGeneres-who said she had pegged him as the winner and was "heartbroken" when he was sent home-"it's so special and so heartwarming...that I'm able to be a voice for some people [who are] too afraid to speak out that it's OK to be different, it's OK to be weird or a freak. I embrace it: I'm freaky. I'm different. Different's the new normal."

He has also shown persuasively to an often uneducated and skeptical public that people with autism spectrum disorders can love-and deeply. And that, with a little understanding and education, we can stop sneering or crossing the street and start enjoying the gifts that they have to give, like that voice.

A recent study in South Korea funded by Autism Speaks surprised the experts when it found a high rate of undiagnosed Asperger's among schoolchildren who had never received special education or services but may have seemed eccentric, shy, or extremely talented or smart. It makes one wonder just how many James Durbins are sitting in neighborhood classrooms around the United States who, if diagnosed correctly, could be supported to achieve their full potential.

For more about James Durbin, read American Idol: Can James Durbin Defeat Stigma?

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An excellent article that gives specific examples of James' aspie tendencies, explains some of his behavior in technical terms, and highlights his coping mechanisms. Very interesting read. Hard to fathom that some people are still skeptical that James has Asperger's, but I guess suspicion remains dominant in our society. Especially when some would rather brand him as arrogant, difficult, and dramatic instead of showing compassion and understanding.

A Fan

James' vocal pitch and range

A series of posts from the American Idol forums:

James Does Not Have A Pitch Problem

I can't take it any more. James does not have a pitch problem. Has he ever been pitchy, yes- in a rocker sort of way but very seldom! I have been a performer most of my life singing as a member of a popular 60's girl group, musical theater, acapella choral groups, recital work and opera lead roles. I have performed with some extraordinary singers. James is one of the most naturally gifted singers/ performers I have had the privilege to watch. Now as a vocal coach/teacher and founder/director of an opera company it is my job to audition and choose the most talented singers. I will not hire singers with true pitch issues. James has extraordinary pitch. I am not sure if he has perfect pitch or just really good relative pitch. That was clearly shown when he sang the acapella beginning to Will You Still Love ME Tommorrow. He had to end the acapella section on exactly the same pitch that began the band's entrance. He was spot on. A REALLY RISKY move that really paid off. Someone with a pitch problem could NEVER do that! He can sing dramatically as well as produce beautiful lyrical , tender tones .Let's address the rocker scream as well. As someone who was born at the time that rock and roll was born , I can tell you that all rockers have their own version of that scream of rasp. It is a characteristic of the genre. James' so called scream as well as his range are amazing. He is singing full voice- not falsetto up to a soprano high A( end of his duet with Jacob) I do not personally know any other tenors wo can do that. He has such a strong core to support both his sound and range. He could never move on stage as he does and sing to such heights - in tune I might add- if were not so. Such a strong core also allows him to have a completely open throat- no restrictions or manipulations to try to produce his sound. Uprising was a great operatic arrangement. He had to work very hard to support that powerful driving melodic line as well as all the repetitive notes on the same pitch- very difficult to pull off! He is simply awesome. The judges and producers of the show have been working with him for months now and they obviously know they have been given a gifted performer/singer in James. What a pleasure it must be for them all. If they say he is amazing it is because he is. Lauren , Scotty and Haley are to be commended as well. They are all very brave to put themselves out there at such a young age, and all have so much to offer but as Jimmy said it is time to compare them one to the other. James is simply in a league of his own!!

The Essence of James

I wrote a post this weekend entitled "James Does Not Have A Pitch Problem". In it I address his extraordinary vocal and performance skills and his musical style. But in this post I want to address the essence of James- - The part of him that seals the deal! Jennifer expressed it so well the day he auditioned......" You go away when you sing...... you sing from where you are supposed to sing from, from heart, and from the need to feel and make others feel". What separates James from the others is that they sing the music , but in James' case the music sings him. That is why he is so careful to choose a song with which he can deeply connect When he feels that connection the music reaches deep down within him and pulls up and out the essence of him in every note he sings whether it be a ballad or high energy rock. The sound just flows out of him effortlessly and uninhibited- sometimes like a gentle brook and other times like a turbulent sea. I have watched "Without You" over and over again . I think it may be a performance of a lifetime for him and for us ( There will be many more to come) . Unleashing the floodgates of emotion opened a window into his soul- a rare visceral glimpse so deep, so raw! I can't imagine what it must have felt like to experience that live! Thank you James for allowing us in. We are forever blessed and grateful to know you! We hope you are the last man standing, but know that you are already a winner in every way that counts!!

I Rest My Case

This past weekend I wrote 2 posts : In " James Does Not Have A Pitch Problem" I make the case for James' extraordinary vocal and performance skills; in the "Essence Of James" I make the case for the qualities that seal the deal for him i.e.- " The music sings him". Well, ladies and gentlemen after two 10+ performances last night I rest my case. James was on fire and gave a Masters Class on vocals,performance and creativity in making a song your own. There was passion, power, tremendous core strenght to support the high energy movement, confidence, connection to the audience, audience participation, and superb vocals that were pitch perfect.When he ended DSB on the high E, I jumped out of my chair yelling " No way, no freakin' way you just sang that" . He soared to it so effortlessly. It was pure, clear , pitch perfect and ringing with beautiful overtones( vibrations that give the tone color) You really have no idea how few tenors are capable of that!. He really did the song and Steve Perry proud! Perry would not have given James permission to sing this song if he did not feel he was capable of performing it to his satisfaction. I was blown away by Love Potion. My reaction to this choice of song was exactly like Jennifer's , but he is a master at making a song, any song his own. It was awesome and there was a nice tribute to Robert Plant with the vocals at the end and more superbly sung high Es to finish!! Be still my heart!!I am so proud of you James. You delivered and left everything on the stage once again.
There is one more point I wish to cover before closing. I have noticed some disturbing comments about James and the praise that the judges and producers are giving him. This is not about bias towards him; this is about the truth concerning him. All 3 judges, music producers , arrangers, vocal coaches, etc. are immersed in the music business every day. They see it all - the good , the bad, and the ugly( performance). They work with the mediocre, with best, and best of the best. When "BabyFace" says he was blown away by James that was a very sincere reaction. It speaks volumes. They all know what they know,what they have observed these past few months and believe me I am sure they are holding back alot more that could be said about James. But to read posts that try to diminish and hurt on James in an attempt to raise someone else up brings up another point. We are not all equally gifted in all things, and for the judges, producers or anyone connected to the show to try to diminish James in order to make him appear less than he is in order that others can appear equal would be an injustice to all of them. Thankfully they are not.
This is a competition after all. we are past the point of how much they have personally grown- they have all grown and will continue to do so. We now must consider how they stack up next to each other. When I audition singers, I am not interested in how much they have grown- that is the past. Nor can I be concerned about how much they will grow in the future. That is an unknown, and not a guarantee. I am concerned about the here and now and how they stack up against all the others auditioning for the same roles. That is where we are in this competion right now.
As I have said before, from my vantage point of so many years in the industry and being so closely involved with singers and performance in my own company, James is in a league of his own. That is to take nothing away from the others . It just is what it is. He is battle tested as well. Used to lots of slings and arrows being thrown at him from early on. He seems to have developed a thick skin and a maturity beyond his years. And he is surrounded by a big and beautiful circle of family and friends. He will need all of it. The music industry is wonderfully rewarding, many, many blessings. But is can also be very brutal and those who intend to enter it for a lifetime need to have that thick skin , that hunger to survive, and that safe haven.
James is the real deal and will only become more masterful with age- can you imagine! I can!! and I rest my case again!!!

Navigating the pathways of grief

Grief can result from any loss, including the loss of the dream of what might have been. I wrote a post yesterday - I Rest My Case- in which I stated that the music industry can be wonderfully rewarding but also excruciatingly brutal. Little did I realize that the brutal side was about to rear its ugly head that very night. I sat in disbelief as I watched you get your walking papers, James. I was so shocked that I couldn't cry , I couldn't even get angry,. My feelings of profound sadness, helplessness and deep sense of loss for what might have been were so deep that it took a restless night of sleep for them to surface. I felt sucker punched. It was like an awful public break-up where one party doesn't see it coming and is totally blindsided. Well today they surfaced with a vengeance. I cried and I raged and now am trying to put that energy into a more positive direction by writing this post.
James, with all my heart I plead my case for you in "James Does Not Have A Pitch Problem/The Essnce of James/ I Rest My Case". I will stand by it all til my last breath. I am so glad to know that you are okay . You will be a superstar- a household name. People will hear the name James only and will know it is you. So many blessings lie ahead for you and your beautiful family. All so well deserved.
Having said all of that there are some things that cannot be swept under the rug. I have been in this industry too long and seen too much not to speak my mind. For all the good that will come of this , your leaving is a travesty . You were favored to be in the final and most pundits and those in the industry called it your competition to win or lose. You were never in the bottom 3 and received high praise from producers, judges and fans alike from day 1. On Thursday morning the polls overwhelmingly had you safe and favored to win. To be at the top of your game and then to suddenly be gone in less that 24 hours something is terribly wrong.It shows that the system is broken. You are a rare talent, a rare gift to the public that is blessed to hear you. Alot of people have some of your skills but very few have all of your skills- the complete package. I know what I know as do the judges ,producers, vocal coaches, band members, and crew on AL. Judging from Jennifer's reaction she is as brokenhearted as I am. I do believe she and Randy and Steven did as much as they thought they could verbally to let the public know how incredible you are- in a sense they were giving you verbal standing ovations. I just wish they would have given you physical standing ovations as they did for everyone else who is still left standing. Perhaps they were saving it for later. I am sure they thought they had plenty of time for that. You certainly deserved it before your final song! . The public notices gestures like that and giving Haley a standing O two weeks in a row while telling you that the competition was yours to win or lose and not giving you one sent a mixed message I am sure- one I am sure they did not intend to send. You were robbed and so were we of the opportunity to hear 6 more wonderful performances from you. I would love to know what you would have sung!The loss of that opportunity makes my heart ache. Your departure was so unexpected and so abrupt. It will a little time to pick up the pieces.
I know you and all of us will survive all of this and move on to greater things. I am not so sure about American Idol itself. I was hoping that the powers that be at Al and the American public would have the courage and, conviction and foresight to get this right. Which brings me to another point. I Nigel, the voting system at Al has been broken for some time. You know that. The American public trusted you to make changes and get it right as you attempted to do on So you Think You Can Dance. You did not and the flaws and inequities in the system, and the ability to game the system certainly contributed to Thursday's result. It isn't just the American public that is outraged by the way; so is the international community that so overwhelmingly supports James- Posts that say Canada, Australia, New Zealand, Burma,South Africa, Poland, France, Germany, Phillipines, Malaysia, Greece, Cyprus, Ireland, Scotland, Finland, Belgium, Netherlands, Peru, Brazil, Argentina, Japan, Singapore, and Malaysia love James. They think the Americans have lost their minds and are missing James already! One post reads that South Africa will not see the show until this weekend but that then the " rage will begin". If this result does not get you to make changes nothing will. And by the way why in the world for the first time ever did you change the order of the singers rotation. That has NEVER been done and yes, there was confusion over that! Why would you give James #1 and #5when he sang #1 and #8. Unbelievable!!
There have been questions for several years as to the possibilty of AI manipulating results, playing the public for a fool. As good old Abe said "You can fool some of the people all of the time and all of the people some of the time , but you can't fool all of the people all of the time." And with the shock of Thursday keenly in the hearts and minds of viewers and fans domestically and abroad, these questions will only intensify unless big changes are made.
Finally, there are consequences for all actions. The results on Thursday are no exception. There will be an American Idol crowned on May 26 and sadly, unless the powers that be are moved to address the concerns of the domestic and international communities of James fans, it will not be you, James. In the majority of polls asking who should be in the final 2, your name, James was the name listed most consistently. It was the 2nd name that changed most often. Why is that? Because you set the bar, James, you are and always will be the benchmark for season 10 - and in my opinion for all 10 seasons. There has never been anyone quite like you. Even those that favored other singers wanted their favorite to battle you. To do that would have added even more credibility and legitimacy to the result. Now that the benchmark has been removed, the winner will be left in some deep place to wonder. Could I have gone to the mat with James and still won?
You are the best James and I am so grateful for the opportunity that Al has given me to know you and your beautiful family, and to witness the beginning of your superstardom !! The ball is now definitely your court. Run with it and Rock On! Can't wait to see what you have in store for us!!!!!
Blessings,
Kathryn

end of postings

I don't know who this woman is, and I don't know what her credentials are. But I liked what she had to say, and I like how passionately she believes in James and his vocal abilities. Soon I will be posting critiques from the MasterClass Lady. She has been writing about American Idol at least since season two, posting detailed summaries on the strengths and weaknesses of each contestant every week. She was very impressed by James, as you will soon read.

A Fan

Durbinomics

Durbinomics Gives Santa Cruz Businesses a Boost

http://www.mercurynews.com/business/ci_18095448?nclick_check=1

by Jondi Gumz

Sales were swell on the beach Saturday, thanks to "American Idol" celebrity James Durbin, who gave a free concert for an estimated 30,000 fans at the Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk.

The "Durbin Day" visit generated an estimated $1 million in visitor spending, put more people to work, filled up two of the city's largest hotels and resulted in a sandwich called the Durbinator.

The Santa Cruz County Conference and Visitors Council based the spending estimate on research showing visitors traveling in groups of three and spending about $100 per visit, calling it Durbinomics.

"Everybody would love to have him back," said Ken Whiting, whose family operates food concessions at the seaside amusement park. "Weekly would be nice."

He prepared for a record-setting day, scheduling two dozen workers in addition to the usual 100-person crew, and was rewarded with sales jumping more than 50 percent compared to the year before.

"People came to celebrate," he said, describing the crowd as "more than we have ever seen... The age range was amazing, grandparents to young kids. And they spent."

The Surf City Grill, opposite the stage where the 22-year-old singer performed three songs, tallied revenue that was double from a year ago, according to Craig Moorehead, co-owner of the eatery with daughter Allison.

"It was the biggest crowd I've ever seen," said Moorehead, who's owned the restaurant for seven years and before that, worked 23 years at the Boardwalk. "The crowds were right up to our front window. You could hardly see the stage."

He attributed the size of the audience to social media; his daughter kept people updated with text messages and Facebook.

"I have friends in Indonesia who were keeping track of what was going on," he said.

Moorehead, like Whiting, staffed up, putting 22 people to work for the day.

"I brought in everyone who was available," said manager Susan Scherer.

Sales were up more than 30 percent at Sun Shops, which sells sweatshirts, beachwear and souvenirs, according to co-owner Kathy Miller.

"The whole area saw an economic impact," she said.

She was thrilled to see Durbin appear on the "Today" show wearing a sweatshirt from her newest store, Millions of Memories.

"It has a roller coaster on the front," she said. "From a kid who had trouble growing up, his attitude toward his community is wonderful."

Durbin surprised Zoccoli's Deli Saturday, first with a phone call, then with a visit shortly after noon.

He wanted his usual sandwich, the "Hawaiian chicken," grilled chicken breast and pineapple slices, with mayonnaise instead of honey mustard. The price: $6.35.

"Police said his first request was he wanted to go to Zoccoli's," said Craig Zoccoli, co-owner of the deli with his wife Patti.

Before leaving, Durbin left a sign of his affection.

He autographed a table, writing "You Rock. Zoccoli's forever. Thanks for all the love and support."

He sketched a "rock on" hand sign along with "Give Metal a Chance," his message to the "American Idol" audience.

"It's very cool," said Patti Zoccoli. "People are coming in to see the table."

When Durbin suggested on national television that the sandwich be named the Durbinator, the Zoccolis took his advice.

The 165-room Dream Inn, within walking distance of the stage, jumped from 85 percent full to sold out for Saturday night once the concert was on.

Durbin himself and his manager were guests of the hotel Saturday.

"They were very pleasant," said Robin Donovan, Dream Inn general manager, noting the hotel's Aquarius restaurant will keep the Durbin Daiquiri on the menu although the singer is no longer in the running to be this year's American Idol. "He is the Dream Inn's Idol."

Donovan expects the publicity will boost summer bookings.

"People will Google (GOOG) 'Santa Cruz' and find out what we have to offer," she said. "Once they see all the great things such as our beaches, the Boardwalk, wineries and our parks I'm sure all of the area will benefit."

The 100-room Holiday Inn Express, on Ocean Street a mile and a half from the Boardwalk, sold out Saturday after being half full Friday night.

Angelica Rivera, regional general manager for BPR Properties, which owns and operates the hotel, is anticipating a boost from Mayor Ryan Coonerty declaring 2011 as James Durbin Year and Durbin's mention of Santa Cruz on the "Regis & Kelly" television show.

"I'm sure the James Durbin effect will drive more business into Santa Cruz," Rivera said. "At least we all hope so."

The young singer, who was presented with a custom surfboard illustrated by Kevin Walsh of Maximum Impact Design and funded by supportive fans, confessed that he is not, as yet, a surfer.

Maggie Ivy, who heads the Santa Cruz County Conference & Visitors Council, reported website traffic on www.SantaCruzTravel.org more than double once the Durbin concert was announced as a go.

Ironically, because Saturday's weather was cool and at the end of the day damp, the Boardwalk, which had made special arrangements for Durbin's appearance, did not set a record in terms of sales.

Marq Lipton, the Boardwalk's vice president of sales and marketing, described it as "a good day, but not a record day" in terms of sales.

"The real economic benefit will be felt long term," he said. "Santa Cruz was showcased as a premier destination, and the community was presented as can-do, coming together to celebrate the success of one of its own."

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A win-win situation for the city of Santa Cruz, and its hometown Idol. The people of Santa Cruz should be very proud of themselves. They showed that they didn't care about fancy limos and Idol security and the glare of national tv cameras. What they cared about was showing support for their local boy. And showed up they did. Their enthusiasm and peaceful assembly did wonders for their local economy. Great job Santa Cruz! And by the way, I was one of those people using social media and the Internet to keep tabs on Durbin Day. I mined youtube for videos, searched local television and newspaper websites, and constantly updated the twitter feeds of popular Idol bloggers. I wasn't there in person, but I still felt the love and the emotion of the day.

Of course this was my favorite quote in the article:
"From a kid who had trouble growing up, his attitude toward his community is wonderful."

I agree. But I think its even more than that. Because really the community of Santa Cruz ultimately helped to save him. Specifically the community theatre, and music programs. James came to them a troubled child, a definite behavior problem. But the people involved never gave up on him. They recognized his talent, his potential. They worked with him. They persevered with him. He learned to interact socially. He learned to communicate. James Durbin's story is a glowing testament to the importance of community and school arts programs, as well as the belief that "it takes a village to raise a child."

A Fan

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Valley Boy Finds Hero in Idol Castoff James Durbin

http://www.myfoxphoenix.com/dpp/entertainment/television/valley-boy-hero-james-durbin-5-18-2011

Valley Boy Finds Hero in Idol Castoff James Durbin

PHOENIX - One valley American Idol fan was especially upset over James Durbin being voted off last week. He's one of Durbin's biggest fans. When Durbin was first introduced on the show, Nikolai Bloom wrote him and the two became email friends during the course of the season.

But he's not just a fan of his because of music. They share a special connection.

19 year old Nikolai says he knew immediately he could relate to American Idol castoff James Durbin. Both were diagnosed with Tourettes and Aspergers syndrome, a form of high functioning autism.

"And then when I heard that, I just got all emotional, broke out and was like God, he's just like me. I wanted to meet him even if he didn't win or even if he didn't, just because he followed what he wanted to do," says Nikolai.

Robin Sweet is Nikolai's mom. She is the director of Gateway Academy, a Scottsdale school specializing in students with Aspergers.

"He burst into tears when he saw James talk about his experience of having Aspergers and being tortured and teased and bullied in school and how life was hell for him," Robin recalls. "And the connection was kind of made in heaven there… to watch James every week and sit there like he's part of the audience. He's clapping away and he's yelling. It's pretty phenomenal. It's inspirational."

Nikolai is now blazing his own path with music and art.

"So through watching him and seeing him follow his dream, it kind of got me more motivated to do what I believe in," says Nikolai.

When Durbin got voted off the show, Robin says she cried.

"I was just so distraught and upset over it. But after a few minutes, I realized that every other person on American Idol who hasn't come in first, they ended up doing better and signed to a much better label than the people who have won American Idol," says Nikolai.

Watching Durbin perform on a national stage inspired Nikolai and other students to take on the tough road.

"I think it's very important. It shows a lot of people in the same spectrum that they can be successful in life and to believe in himself," says Nikolai. "To meet him would be the most amazing honor that I could ever ask for."

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One of many articles I expect. This is so great.

A Fan

Wallace Baine Sentinel article

http://www.santacruzsentinel.com/ci_18093889?source=most_viewed

Wallace Baine: What James Durbin's 'Idol' odyssey means to Santa Cruz's image of itself

The gods of network television and the gods of weather -- each capricious and cruel deities when they have a mind to be -- must have had a conference call late last week to decide to step out of the way and give Santa Cruz a break. There's no other way to explain what happened at the Beach Boardwalk last Saturday in what was the largest mass celebration in Santa Cruz since ... well, at least, since the day that the young man in the center of it all was born.

Mayor Ryan Coonerty perhaps pulled a rhetorical muscle or two reaching for superlatives in declaring 2011 "James Durbin Year." But, in trying to express the scope and magnitude of Durbin Day, he had it about right. Those who saw it happen are likely never to see its kind again. A moody overcast day ripened into a golden afternoon creating what the photographers like to call "magic hour" lighting, and close to 30,000 giddy, grinning fans created some magic of their own.

But the magic of the day wasn't limited to the concert on the beach. Perhaps the most vivid take-away for me took place an hour or two before James Durbin even reached the Boardwalk's bandstand. In the auditorium at the Louden Nelson Center, Durbin entered to a roar of Beatlemania-like intensity from about 300 kids from local theater groups.

When he took the stage and began to talk to the young performers, their faces glowed with a kind of guileless unbounded joy that adults just aren't capable of. To send him off to the beach, in a delightful reversal, the audience serenaded the entertainer, and the kids' version of Journey's "Don't Stop Believin'" -- Durbin's unofficial theme song -- was so exuberant you'd thought each young singer was auditioning for "Idol" right there on the spot.

Naturally, there are those dubious or indifferent to the Durbin phenomenon, which is as it should be given that one of Santa Cruz's defining characteristics is a deep suspicion of mainstream pop culture, especially anything that emanates from Rupert Murdoch's Fox empire. The naysayers will tell you that the Durbin story is just an example of how silly and sycophantic people will act in proximity to fame; that "American Idol" is to good music what Cheez Whiz is to gourmet cuisine.

But it's Durbin himself who undermines these kinds of criticisms. If Santa Cruz had instead produced another kind of "Idol" finalist, a leather-lunged Celine Dion clone, or a gee-willikers country crooner, that person would have been celebrated with heartfelt enthusiasm, sure. But that singer would have eventually taken his/her place among the undifferentiated masses of "Idol" singers that came before.

Durbin's popularity has reached the level of mania because he presents an image of what Santa Cruz believes itself to be: pugnaciously independent-minded, proudly rebellious, a maverick who relishes swimming upstream. The history of "Idol" suggests that it almost always rewards the safe and malleable pop/country singer, and if it was Durbin's first and only goal to win "Idol," he would have gone that route. Don't believe for a second that this young man couldn't have wowed America by doing show tunes and country songs. He certainly could have.

But, as he has said, his goal was in blazing a trail for hard rock and metal in "Idol" -- not to conform to "Idol," but to make "Idol" conform to him. And that takes a whole lot of talent and several truckloads of moxie.

Still, what has deepened Durbin's connection to his local fans is his back story. Famously diagnosed with Tourette's and Asperger's, Durbin represents a kind of against-all-odds story that should inspire the most jaded observer. Yet he has talked very little about his growing up, I suspect, from a reluctance to exploit his story. When he took precious time out from his homecoming to visit with a few young people with Tourette's, he afforded them the respect to do so without the media in tow.

Even though I've been writing about and watching him over the last couple of years, I don't really know James Durbin. People assume that I do, but I don't. Still, I've talked with dozens of people who do know him, or his fiancee Heidi, or his mother, or his late father. And this subgroup forms his most fervent core of support. For them, what has happened to James is nothing short of a miracle, an object lesson that talent goes nowhere without hope and perseverance.

As he made his way through his crazy homecoming, I was struck by Durbin's humor and heart. He said all the right things, at all the right times. At the bandstand, he started his concert not with a song but by sitting on the edge of the stage and gabbing at his 30,000 fans as if he had a few friends in the living room, not exactly an "Idol"-style opening. Later, he jumped in the crowd, outrunning his security people. He picked kids out of the crowd to join him on stage. He lingered on stage signing autographs "" all very un-rock-star-like behavior.

It was as if he knew that he was modeling what a Santa Cruz pop star should look like. All eyes were on him, and that seemed to energize him.

But his effect at inspiring others was best illustrated back at the Louden Nelson Center when he was asked what advice he might give young performers. Citing a staffer he came to know on "Idol," Durbin repeated the four words he has made into his mantra: "Own it. It's yours."

His power to inspire, however, may have already taken hold earlier when a boy stood up, grabbed the mic and said to James Durbin with a jaunty wag of his finger:

"You are the biggest thing to ever come out of Santa Cruz," then with a dramatic pause and in a sly, friendly, watch-your-back-Durbin tone, he added, "... so far."

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Absolutely fantastic article. Really caputures the magic and emotion that was Durbin Day.

A Fan

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Idol Tonight

To be perfectly honest, the thought of watching Idol tonight is making me feel physically ill. It is going to be so hard to see the top three perform, and especially to watch their homecomings. Luckily James DID get his homecoming, and it was incredible. I've heard rumors that Idol may show some of the footage, and I certainly hope they do. It was a wonderful celebration, and it would certainly help James' career to show the Idol audience that 30,000 people showed up to see him.

I mean no disrespect to Haley, Scotty, and Lauren. Everyone in the Top 13 this season is very talented, and I think they will all have careers. But for me, the best idol of season ten is out of the competition, and he shouldn't be. I understand that no one is holding a gun to my head, and I don't have to watch if I don't want to. I feel I have come this far with Idol, and I will be disappointed with myself if I don't watch. Plus, James asked his fans to continue watching and supporting the show. Many James fans are so upset at his elimination that they said they would quit watching. "Idol got me where I am today," James said. I'm watching because I want to see what happens. But I'm doing so with a heavy heart.

A Fan

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Stars Outraged by James Durbin's Elimination From American Idol

http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/showtracker/2011/05/stars-outraged-by-james-durbins-american-idol-elimination.html

Devastated to see James Durbin booted from "American Idol" while Haley Reinhart, Scotty McCreery and Lauren Alaina move on to the top three? You're definitely not the only one: Show Tracker readers, in great number, have been sounding off about the injustice of it all since the blow was delivered Thursday night.

What's more, you've got lots of company among the celebrity set.

"I'm sad to see James go on Idol!!! :( he was one of my favorites!!," tweeted "Dancing With the Stars" pro Cheryl Burke after Durbin's elimination was announced.

"I'm devastated at the results in AMericon Idol!! I was weeping at James' loss! He is the real deal!!!" "The Closer" star Kyra Sedgwick revealed, adding that Durbin is "truly gifted and moving to watch!"

"My brain is exploding!!! James gets booted.... Scotty stays?! Dark days indeed," wrote TV veteran Mackenzie Phillips, who knows a few things about dark days.

"I'm very upset with #AmericanIdol tonight. Very, very, very, upset," Alyssa Milano tweeted, inviting her followers to share their frustration as well. "Can we talk about this, please? Ready? Go!" Her old "Charmed" pal Kaley Cuoco took Milano up on her invitation, responding "so sad!!!!"

And it wasn't just the female stars who were reeling from Durbin's unexpected ouster: "hard to find a template for how hard I took James Durbin's elimination. am weirded out by my own reaction..beauty befouled..justice undone.." tweeted writer/director James L. Brooks.

Durbin himself seems to have wiped away those tears and recovered his equilibrium, tweeting Friday morning, "It's ok. To all my fans, I LOVE you ALL! I'm Optimistic Prime! Time to get to work! Thank you for EVERYTHING!"

See? It's all going to work out fine.

— Amy Reiter

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I so agree with these sentiments. Four days later, and I'm still struggling, even after reading all the articles and seeing all the video footage of James' triumphant return to Santa Cruz. This is just not right. James should be heading back to the show today to prepare for Top 3 week. I am so dreading Wednesday night. For twelve weeks it was my favorite night of the week. I loved seeing James on my television screen every week. I now have the two hours of my life back that I spent voting for him every week, but I'd rather still be voting. At least I feel better seeing what a great job his hometown did in welcoming him home. I'm sure Haley, Scotty, and Lauren had great homecomings as well, but the citizens of Santa Cruz definitely know how to show their love for their hometown boy.

A Fan

Large, Fun-Loving Crowd Greets Durbin in Santa Cruz

http://www.santacruzsentinel.com/ci_18063531?source=most_viewed

by Stephen Baxter

Santa Cruz Sentinel

SANTA CRUZ - Despite a crowd of nearly 30,000 people that was larger than anticipated, police reported a safe and nearly problem-free James Durbin concert at the Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk on Saturday.

"This crowd has been great," said Santa Cruz police Deputy Chief Steve Clark. "We essentially had no problems to speak of. I'll take this crowd any weekend, they're all welcome back."

Police had expected about 20,000 people to attend a processional and concert for American Idol rocker and Santa Cruz native James Durbin.

They estimated nearly 30,000 by the time the event finished about 6:30 p.m.

One woman in her mid-60s fell during outside the Louden Nelson Community Center where Durbin met fans and the media starting about 2:30 p.m., police said. The woman did not need medical attention, Clark said. About 2,500 people attended the event at the Louden Nelson center, police said.

No fights were reported at the Boardwalk, authorities said. About 25 police were on hand for the event Saturday, and Clark said police did a good job of sweeping the beach area for potential problems before the event began.

When Durbin took the stage, crowds surged on the Boardwalk to catch a glimpse of him. Overall, the atmosphere was family friendly and jubilant.

"It was awesome," said Anita Beddell, a 47-year-old woman from San Jose. Beddell, her husband and her 70-year-old mother found a spot on the beach in front of the bandstand Saturday morning.

"We came about 11 o'clock. We wanted to get good seats," Beddell said.

"I love how he loves Santa Cruz," she said of Durbin. "He's got fans for life."

A walking processional was set to follow Durbin from the Louden Nelson center to the Boardwalk about 4:30 p.m., but it started closer to 5:05 p.m.

The Santa Cruz High School marching band led the route, which closed traffic on Center Street to the roundabout at Pacific Avenue through Beach Street to Cocoanut Grove.

In a slow-moving parade that included a red, antique fire truck in the rear, Durbin waved to fans in a silver, Mustang convertible.

Traffic halted on Pacific Avenue during the procession. Drivers got out of their cars at the new roundabout, and some flashed pictures of the several thousand well-wishers and Durbin as they paraded down the street.

Durbin was then taken by an official pickup to the stage. Traffic on all the streets reopened as he left Beach Street about 5:25 p.m.

Santa Cruz police sent a Nixle alert about the rolling street closures and expected delays about 11:15 a.m. Saturday. The information also was publicized in the days before the event.

After the show, Durbin stayed on stage for more than 30 minutes signing autographs on sweatshirts, posters and memorabilia.

"The song 'Don't Stop Believing' had to be the best," said Alex Fay, a 13-year-old from Elk Grove.

Linda Zitro, of Santa Cruz, held a giant white sheet on the beach with several others. It said "(Heart) You James."

"We loved it," Zitro said of the show.

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No Fallen Idol

http://www.santacruzsentinel.com/ci_18063476

No fallen 'Idol:' Durbin makes triumphant return to Santa Cruz

Santa Cruz Sentinel

by Wallace Baine

Let us pity America's TV viewers.

Because James Durbin did not finish in the top three on "American Idol," the rest of the country will not get to experience what happened in Santa Cruz on Saturday. For the estimated 30,000 who did, the event is likely to linger in Santa Cruz's cultural memory for a long time.

The 22-year-old singing sensation was the center of attention on "Durbin Day" in Santa Cruz, which culminated in an hour-long concert on the bandstand at the Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk. With the late afternoon sun turning the Monterey Bay silver as a backdrop, and an enormous carpet of screaming, hand-waving fans surrounding Durbin on all sides, it's a sure bet no "Idol" homecoming party was more picturesque.

Dragging two enormous gold wrestling championship belts wherever he went, Durbin met the press, spent time with a young people with Tourette's and answered questions from a swooing crowd of young theater performers before taking the stage at the Boardwalk.

After a prologue when Durbin sat on the edge of the stage and chatted with the throng about his emotions following his ouster on "Idol" last Thursday, he and the Santa Cruz-based White Album Ensemble began the show with "Will You Love Me Tomorrow?"

"I will never forget this," said an emotional Durbin before his rapt audience. "Thank you for begging them to bring me here."

Because he finished fourth in the competition, Durbin was originally not going to have a homecoming. On Friday afternoon, after prodding from the Boardwalk and the City of Santa Cruz, "Idol" agreed to allow Durbin to have his homecoming, a first in the show's 10-year history.

Santa Cruz Mayor Ryan Coonerty, seeking to go beyond the customary key-to-the-city greeting proclaimed 2011 as "James Durbin Year" and presented the singer with a surfboard on which was Durbin's likeness in midperformance.

"I was born in Santa Cruz," said Durbin to the crowd when asked about his future. "I grew up in Santa Cruz. And I'll forever live in Santa Cruz."

Durbin's second song was the Beatles' "While My Guitar Gently Weeps," which has become a signature song for him. He ended his mini-concert with the song he sang during his final performance show on "Idol": Journey's "Don't Stop Believin'."

Earlier in the day, Durbin sat on stage at the theater at the Louden Nelson Center with the directors of Kids On Broadway, the Santa Cruz-based group where Durbin performed as a teenager. He fielded several questions from the gathered kids, many of them grinning with excitement. One boy asked Durbin, who was diagnosed as a kid with both Tourette's and Asperger's syndromes, what to do about bullying.

"I got made fun of," he said. "I got beat up. It's those hard things that made me what I am. Just know you're better than they are."

Later, the entire auditorium of roughly 300 kids serenaded Durbin with their version of "Don't Stop Believin'."

When asked finally what advice he had for young performers nursing dreams of ambition, Durbin said, "Don't. Stop. Believing."

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